The Zika fundraiser going on over at
fans_care is ending tomorrow Saturday July 9th at 12pm ET, so you only have until then to bid on my writing services, as well as a lot of other great stuff like custom fanart autographed by J2.
❤️ CHECK IT OUT! ❤️
Christmas Exchange now OPEN!
Sep. 1st, 2015 10:15 amIn case you missed it, I'm taking over as mod of the
spn_j2_xmas exchange this year! I expect all of you to come play with me and help me make this round bigger and better than ever!

A Supernatural/CWRPF holiday gift exchange!
Sign ups/Rules/FAQs

A Supernatural/CWRPF holiday gift exchange!
Sign ups/Rules/FAQs
Whomp-whoooooomp
Apr. 30th, 2015 11:37 amWell, guys, I'm sad to report that for the first time in my fandom career, I have decided to tap out of
spn_j2_bigbang. I just don't have a 20-40K word story in me right now and I don't want to half-ass it.
That being said, you guys can't get rid of me that easily! I have two smaller projects that I'm working on with absolutely amazing artists, and I'm very excited about both.
Speaking of both challenges, they start ramping up TOMORROW --
spn_meanttobe begins a month of posting, and
spnopera puts up the list of amazing opera summaries, with claims happening this Sunday, May 3rd!
As for all my amazing fellow writers -- KEEP GOING!! I'm cheerleading you on as you head towards the BigBang finish line, and can't WAIT to see what you guys come up with <3
J2 being beautiful dorks at the #commune for your time and inspiration:

That being said, you guys can't get rid of me that easily! I have two smaller projects that I'm working on with absolutely amazing artists, and I'm very excited about both.
- Romcom fun for
spn_meanttobe with art by the amazing
lightthesparks - Dramatic angstfest for the new
spnopera challenge with art by the ridiculous
quickreaver
Speaking of both challenges, they start ramping up TOMORROW --
As for all my amazing fellow writers -- KEEP GOING!! I'm cheerleading you on as you head towards the BigBang finish line, and can't WAIT to see what you guys come up with <3
J2 being beautiful dorks at the #commune for your time and inspiration:

Feedback time!
Mar. 23rd, 2015 12:52 pmThat's a wrap on
spnspringfling! There has been so much STUPENDOUS fic and art posted over at the comm during this round, and now we have another week to go discover what we might have missed and leave feedback while things are still anonymous. I know what I'm doing today :D
Don't forget to check out the absolutely gorgeous gift that I received, which will make you all warm and gooey on the inside:
Sings the Streets a Serenade
Jared/Jensen * Rated R
p.s. cookies to anyone that thinks they know which fic I wrote for the fest :P
Don't forget to check out the absolutely gorgeous gift that I received, which will make you all warm and gooey on the inside:
Jared/Jensen * Rated R
p.s. cookies to anyone that thinks they know which fic I wrote for the fest :P
Sooooo I think I just figured out my
spn_j2_bigbang idea. And I think it's going to be SO MUCH FUN to write, if I can figure out the plot properly lol.
p.s. I think
big_heart_june is going to love it -- but NO SPOILERS! :D
p.s. I think
Masquerade reveals!
Mar. 17th, 2015 12:00 pmHello, my lovelies -- here is the masterpost of my SIX FILLS for Round Two of
spn_masquerade! Huge thanks to the prompters who gave us such an obscene wealth of choices this round because we couldn't do it without you.
Hope you enjoy! <3
Bonus shout-out to the couple of you who guessed which ones were mine -- I guess I'm not as sneaky as I thought lol!
- Crawl Into Me (Girl!Sam/Dean, NC-17, nippleplay, fingering, female ejaculation, incest-kink, impreg-kink)
- Sad Song (Jared/Jensen, R, somnophilia, coma patient POV)
- Chanel N°5 (Jared/Jensen, NC-17, infidelity, age difference, barebacking, toys, toppy!Jared)
- Double Dare (Jared/Jensen, PG-13, underage kissing & drinking, HS AU)
- Pink Cheeks (Jared/Jensen, NC-17, underage, age difference, comeplay, hand-job)
- Natural Air (Jared/Jensen, R, exhibitionism, humor)
Hope you enjoy! <3
Bonus shout-out to the couple of you who guessed which ones were mine -- I guess I'm not as sneaky as I thought lol!
I WILL NEVER BE THE SAME
Mar. 16th, 2015 07:18 pmI JUST GOT HOME FROM VEGAS AND I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT TO SAY, GUYS. JDM IS FUCKING EVERYTHING.
There has never been any man more charming and handsome and so MADLY IN LOVE with Jared and Jensen, you don't even understand. He loves Jared and Jensen more than WE love Jared and Jensen, and we have written about 245465776767843 words of porn about them, so that's saying something. I mean, he talked about the three of them FALLING IN LOVE WITH EACH OTHER during S1, I mean THIS IS NOT A DRILL.
The panels yesterday were just perfect and there was so much to say. I live-tweeted the whole day if you want to go peruse my twitter.
Most important thing? THIS HAPPENED AND IT WAS FREAKING PERFECT.

My eyeballs will never recover. Also my vagina.
( AND THEN THIS HAPPENED )
There has never been any man more charming and handsome and so MADLY IN LOVE with Jared and Jensen, you don't even understand. He loves Jared and Jensen more than WE love Jared and Jensen, and we have written about 245465776767843 words of porn about them, so that's saying something. I mean, he talked about the three of them FALLING IN LOVE WITH EACH OTHER during S1, I mean THIS IS NOT A DRILL.
The panels yesterday were just perfect and there was so much to say. I live-tweeted the whole day if you want to go peruse my twitter.
Most important thing? THIS HAPPENED AND IT WAS FREAKING PERFECT.

My eyeballs will never recover. Also my vagina.
Viva Las Vegas!
Mar. 12th, 2015 11:49 pmHello, darlings! I'm off to Vegas tomorrow morning to come face-to-beard with the reason that I'm even watching SPN in the first place -- which means the reason that you are even reading this post right now!

While I'm off trying to convince Jeffrey Dean Morgan to procreate with me without getting thrown out of the convention hall, you guys go finish leaving some feedback on Round Two of
spn_masquerade -- only a few days left to leave anonymous feedback before we're done! My startling attractive and terrible co-mod
riyku will be closing up shop while I'm gone, and I'll claim my six fills when I get back!

While I'm off trying to convince Jeffrey Dean Morgan to procreate with me without getting thrown out of the convention hall, you guys go finish leaving some feedback on Round Two of
Hello, my lovelies! Round Two of
spn_masquerade has started and we are accepting prompts (and fills!) RIGHT NOW! If you haven't already, go check out the post now and leave some prompts and pick some to fill yourself!
Now I'm going to steal this idea shamelessly from
cherie_morte and ask you guys to help me pick out stuff to write! I can't guarantee that I'll write what you guys suggest, but any help pointing me in some fun and kinky directions by my beautiful flist is awesome.
For the purposes of this particular challenge, I'll write ANY PAIRING OR KINK so suggest anything you would want me to write or at least think I could write lol.
Note: comments on this post are SCREENED to make people feel more comfortable suggesting whatever kink you want. Anon is also on, if you want to leave suggestions that way -- no judgment here, guys!
NOW GO DO YOUR THING, YOU KINKY BASTARDS!! <3333333
Now I'm going to steal this idea shamelessly from
For the purposes of this particular challenge, I'll write ANY PAIRING OR KINK so suggest anything you would want me to write or at least think I could write lol.
Note: comments on this post are SCREENED to make people feel more comfortable suggesting whatever kink you want. Anon is also on, if you want to leave suggestions that way -- no judgment here, guys!
NOW GO DO YOUR THING, YOU KINKY BASTARDS!! <3333333
Coming soon!
Feb. 9th, 2015 11:38 amHappy Monday, my lovelies!
Just wanted to give you all a heads-up that a new round of
spn_masquerade is coming up VERY SOON! Watch the comm (and this space here) for dates and important details in the next few days. Last time was such a success that I hope all of you play with us again!
p.s. In case you missed it this weekend, I posted Rapture porn for
smpc -- and yes, it's exactly what it sounds like. You know you love me!
Soulmates watching the stars together, for your time:

Just wanted to give you all a heads-up that a new round of
p.s. In case you missed it this weekend, I posted Rapture porn for
Soulmates watching the stars together, for your time:

Stuff and things!
Jan. 26th, 2015 12:26 pmHAPPY SNOWPOCALYPSE! Yes, here in New York City, we are sitting with bated breaths waiting for the blizzard to come blanket us in pretty white snow that will turn into dirty piss-yellow NYC snow within about 42 minutes post-clearing. But, hey, I have a snow day tomorrow from work, so bright side?
Meanwhile, an announcement -- the posting date for my sure-to-be-amazing
spn_reversebang fic with the ever-delightful
soulmatecest is now pushed back one week to Monday, February 2nd! I know you are all dying of anticipation, so put that on your calenders :D
In other news,
spn_meanttobe claims are now closed and this round looks even bigger than the last one. SCHMOOP ATTACK! Bring it on, people, I'm so ready.
And finally, I don't know if you guys have been following the recent conventions, but if you have then you have surely stopped to ponder just how it's possible for Jared and Jensen to be so EPICALLY IN LOVE WITH EACH OTHER TO THE POINT OF GIDDINESS. Like, sometimes I wonder if it's all a dream and the #Renaissance is just us tulpa'ing our romcoms into real life. Either way -- I'll take it!

pic by the lovely
fangasmspn
Meanwhile, an announcement -- the posting date for my sure-to-be-amazing
In other news,
And finally, I don't know if you guys have been following the recent conventions, but if you have then you have surely stopped to ponder just how it's possible for Jared and Jensen to be so EPICALLY IN LOVE WITH EACH OTHER TO THE POINT OF GIDDINESS. Like, sometimes I wonder if it's all a dream and the #Renaissance is just us tulpa'ing our romcoms into real life. Either way -- I'll take it!

pic by the lovely
SPN-Meanttobe claims happening NOW!
Jan. 19th, 2015 08:18 pmThe first round of claims for
spn_meanttobe are happening NOW! We're off to a great start, but there are tons of great prompts left, so keep the claims coming in this post HERE.
Tomorrow, Tuesday 1/20 at 12:00pm EST will be the second round of claims, so anyone that wants to grab another prompt can do so then!
And what did I claim? Well, my darling
lightthesparks swooped in and got us a super fun summary for us to collaborate on:
94. Father Found
Jamie McCoy is the ultimate guy. His syndicated column, "Guy Stuff," keeps thousands of men in a macho frame of mind. But the day Jamie finds Samantha on his doorstep, his life changes drastically.
Samantha is a baby and Samantha is a girl. What, after all, does Jamie really know about either? But more important, Samantha is his daughter, so he phones Allison Winslow, a nurse who runs the Daddy School, for advice. But when he actually meets Allison, he finds he wants much more than her assistance.
Keep the schmoop coming, everyone!
Tomorrow, Tuesday 1/20 at 12:00pm EST will be the second round of claims, so anyone that wants to grab another prompt can do so then!
And what did I claim? Well, my darling
94. Father Found
Jamie McCoy is the ultimate guy. His syndicated column, "Guy Stuff," keeps thousands of men in a macho frame of mind. But the day Jamie finds Samantha on his doorstep, his life changes drastically.
Samantha is a baby and Samantha is a girl. What, after all, does Jamie really know about either? But more important, Samantha is his daughter, so he phones Allison Winslow, a nurse who runs the Daddy School, for advice. But when he actually meets Allison, he finds he wants much more than her assistance.
Keep the schmoop coming, everyone!
Announcements (and ticky boxes!)
Jan. 13th, 2015 01:05 pmHello, gorgeous people! It's the New Year and we know what that means -- the challenges are rolling in. I don't know about you guys, but I love this time of year when fandom seems so fresh and new and the show is on hiatus so Carver can't do anything to break our spirits lol
First things first -- I post my war vet amputee!Jared/physical therapist!Jensen
spn_reversebang fic on Monday January 26th, with art by the absolutely adorable
soulmatecest. Look for that coming up!
Next up, due to the success of the last round, my Aggressively Terrible Co-Mod™
riyku and I are going to run a SECOND ROUND of
spn_masquerade! We'll post exact dates and more details soon, but look for a start date post-RBB towards the end of February.
Speaking of challenges, the granddaddy of them all,
spn_j2_bigbang, opened up sign-ups yesterday for both writers and artists. I expect especially big things out of all my J2 shipping brethren this year, considering we are in the middle of the glorious #Renaissance. As for what I'm going to write...I have no idea. Because I have no idea, have some TICKY BOXES and help me figure it out!
[Poll #1995328]
Last but not least, I wanted to see if any of you are interested in another round of
spn_meanttobe! Last year was a big success so we would keep the same format aka free-for-all posting in May after the BB drafts are due. Let me know how many of you would be interested in that, via these lovely ticky boxes:
[Poll #1995329]
First things first -- I post my war vet amputee!Jared/physical therapist!Jensen
Next up, due to the success of the last round, my Aggressively Terrible Co-Mod™
Speaking of challenges, the granddaddy of them all,
[Poll #1995328]
Last but not least, I wanted to see if any of you are interested in another round of
[Poll #1995329]
Favorite icons!
Jan. 4th, 2015 01:07 amI was randomly thinking earlier about all the icons I have (currently 261) but that I seem to use the same ones a LOT. So I decided to make up my own meme where I tell you the top 10 icons I use the MOST, and then you tell me which icons (1 or 5 or 10) that YOU use the most!
My ten, as best as I can gather (in no particular order):




BONUS: my most used gif icon:

My ten, as best as I can gather (in no particular order):




BONUS: my most used gif icon:

#HappyHoHoHo, friends!
Dec. 23rd, 2014 12:12 pmThe holidays are upon us, my friends -- how are YOU celebrating?
While you are contemplating that, go check out the
spn_j2_xmas gift I got from the AMAZING
keep_waking_up -- it's perfect and I love it and hits all of my buttons. GO READ IT NOW!!
More Than Good
Jared/Jensen ~ NC-17
Meanwhile, I am finishing up writing the fic for my gift recipient, who sadly got ME as their gifter and has to wait for the last minute (as usual) for their gift lol. However, I'm hoping the fun bonus surprise I have coming along with the gift will make up for it! :P
#HappyHoHoHo peeps!

While you are contemplating that, go check out the
Jared/Jensen ~ NC-17
Meanwhile, I am finishing up writing the fic for my gift recipient, who sadly got ME as their gifter and has to wait for the last minute (as usual) for their gift lol. However, I'm hoping the fun bonus surprise I have coming along with the gift will make up for it! :P
#HappyHoHoHo peeps!

Hi guys, love me
Nov. 30th, 2014 12:00 pmLate to the party this year but I LOVE THE LOVE MEME! Go give love and throw your name in the hat to get some love in return
holiday love meme 2014
my thread here
my thread here
A thank you to my wonderful friends
Nov. 20th, 2014 01:11 pmI want to say thank you SO MUCH to all of my amazing friends for their birthday love yesterday! I'm blessed to have such a great community surrounding me.
Thanks to
wendy,
fiercelynormal,
meus_venator,
deanshot, and
alycat for the V-gifts making my profile all pretty
Thanks to
riyku,
qafaddiction,
apocalipskiss,
ash48,
chomaisky,
cappy712,
reggie11.
citrusjava,
cleflink,
stripytights,
saltandburnboys,
smalltrolven,
digitalwave,
munch_bunch, and
lightthesparks for the lovely messages that you all sent me
Thanks to
ldyghst for the perfectly-timed box full of amazing goodies
Thanks to
big_heart_june,
cassiopeia7,
firesign10, and
enablelove for the birthday posts
Thanks to
dugindeep for writing me J2 HOOKERFIC (fuck yeah, ya did!) that is angsty and beautiful and JUST CLICK IT
Thanks to
kinkajou for drawing me ADORABLE SLOTH DEAN with hilarious SAM/DEAN FIC accompaniment by
ephermeralk that you must read
And last, but never least, thanks to my Twitter peeps, who supported me on my day-long quest for chocolate cake. I finally got it, and boy was it worth the wait:
( CAKE )
If I missed anyone, I'M SO SORRY! I love you all, so have some incest:

Thanks to
Thanks to
Thanks to
Thanks to
Thanks to
Thanks to
And last, but never least, thanks to my Twitter peeps, who supported me on my day-long quest for chocolate cake. I finally got it, and boy was it worth the wait:
If I missed anyone, I'M SO SORRY! I love you all, so have some incest:

Oh hell, why not?
Nov. 17th, 2014 12:28 pmI've never met a meme that I didn't love so pick one or a few for me to answer. Stolen from my entire flist, holla!

0: Height
1: Virgin?
2: Shoe size
3: Do you smoke?
4: Do you drink?
( Talk to me, peeps )

0: Height
2: Shoe size
3: Do you smoke?
RBB artist -- come let me love you!
Nov. 2nd, 2014 11:09 amIf you are the AMAZING artist who drew prompt R2043 over at the
spn_reversebang, then I am now the humble author at your mercy. Please send me a private message so we can start plotting and planning :D
p.s. I will write you such a good Chad, I promise.
p.s. I will write you such a good Chad, I promise.
Soulmates? Soulmates
Aug. 28th, 2014 11:16 amCan I tell you guys something? I've been missing Sam and Dean Winchester lately. Not necessarily the actual show per se, so this isn't some hiatus-born epiphany, but the actual characters I fell in love with so many years ago. I've been thinking about it since I was writing that fill for Masquerade and it's just intensified over the past few days as I looked at my dear
homo_pink's lovely picspam for it. So with that nostalgia, I went back and was kind of re-reading some of my older Sam/Dean stuff and I came upon a short fic I wrote before the S8 premiere and the era that we would come to know as The Scourge of Jeremy Carver lol. It's kind of melancholic, as is all my non-J2 writing, but there was way more hope in it then I expected when I was writing it at the time.
So, I don't know, guys -- anyone else out there miss the brothers like I do? Have you read a fic or seen a piece of art or vid lately that made you remember that love? I'm having rather intense OTP feeling and I don't know what to do with them, so come share them with me! ♥
- one, after another, after another (Sam/Dean, rated R)
Summary: Five times they leave each other and one time they don’t
So, I don't know, guys -- anyone else out there miss the brothers like I do? Have you read a fic or seen a piece of art or vid lately that made you remember that love? I'm having rather intense OTP feeling and I don't know what to do with them, so come share them with me! ♥